It sucks that sometimes in life, someone else cannot give you the answers to the hard questions. That we are the only ones that can come up with the right answers. No one ever said that life was going to be easy but they also did not say that it was going to be this hard either.
I am working hard on striving to be happy and comfortable in my skin again. It is amazing how much it takes to be a secure, confident, happy person and how little it takes to take that all away. But I am not easily broken, yes I’ve had some down time with trying to figure it all out but I am now looking at getting back on the horse and moving on. Trying to figure out the best way to move on and set up the future is the issue. But then again worrying about what the future holds is not living now and I am missing out on smelling the roses that are here now.