Today I am working to stop the negatitivey and criticisms from my mind. I really do not know why I am sometimes so critical of others except that I am not happy with myself and it is easier to look at what is wrong with others and not myself. I used to try to see the good in everyone, now I am just to scared of getting hurt to let anyone get close enough to find out whether they are good or bad. It is easier to just let myself think they are all bad and not risk getting hurt. But that is no way to live and since I am working towards being a happy healthy person and I really do miss having girlfriends to go shopping with or having lunch. It’s time to take the risk, although I do plan to take it slow and carefully, I am going to try to get back out there.